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No, I havent given up, but today just wasnt a good day at all. My scale should be thrown out the window.. my weight is starting to fluctuate like it used to, and its pissing me off. I got on the scale this morning (mind you, last night laying in bed, I was giggling to Decateur that, if my weight drops again, I might be in the 180's this morning....) and it said 193.
How disappointing. I know, that even with it being that... JEEZ... even if I had only lost 2lbs, I'm still on target for my goal, goal date. But... on target is never enough for Kayla. Im not on target enough to be 135lbs tomorrow... im not interested anymore. (...just my thought, again, I didnt give up).
Again, today wasnt a good day. I did work, but man I wanted to call in again. I hate my job... (just today, lol). I hate working period. Why cant I sit my fat ass on the couch, eat potato chips and drink soda all day, and not gain anything? I hate metabolism. Mine croaked a while ago.. and I hate it even more now.
Speaking of work, guess what I found in an empty room today... BUTTERFINGERS. =___( Im so pissed I had to give them away. A whole yummy bag of the bite size ones, the ones you dont bite into, you just shove the whole things in your mouth and chew the huge yummy mess... ugh, my mouth salivates as I describe it. I didnt tell you, but Day 1, I found a whole, unopened box of Hot Cocoa with Marshmellows..... (if you know anything about me, you know I drank 2 whole boxes during the 3-4 days around Christmas....). This must be a sign.
Anyways, I went to the gym, after I said I wasnt going to. (I really didnt want to), and I did the treadmill for about 12 minutes... ran and walked. (ran more than walked... very proud of myself for that actually...) only went 1 friggen mile (not so proud of myself for that. When I was in basic, I did 2 miles in about the time I did 1 today.. sooooo.. yeah, Im pretty out of shape). But I bounced back after running quickly, I heard thats a good thing (heard that from the trainer on DietTribe on Lifetime). I then went to another room and did like 15 situps... then we were bombarded by 4-5 "tough guys" doing situps with the weight ball on the backwards sit up thingy. (lol)... so we just left the room, b/c we had Anthony in there, and I didnt want to bother them. I went to the sauna for 10 minutes afterwards, and then we left. Im here now, about to watch more nip/tuck (getting caught up on season 5), and gonna drink another soda.... my love.
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What I ate today:
2 slices of bread................................150calories
6slices of ham.....................................70calories
mayo....................................................36calories
100calorie pack chips......................100calories
3chicken strips, no skin,baked......110calories
2tbsp honey mustard.....................130calories
broccoli in butter.............................51calories
2 YUMMY sodas............................140calories
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927calories
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